The Collective

Fitzroy were back to their Gospel According To Series with Sinead O’Connor the focus. It was another astounding evening of great playing and singing - thank you to my Fitzroy Collective, I never take you for granted. The groove in Mandinka and all the vocalists doing such amazing jobs at Sinead’s voice. 

Here’s the playlist and most of the Preach-Jockeying…



Why are we listening to Sinead O’Connor songs in Church?

My question is why so long. We’ve been doing these for 14 years, always looking for a female artist and it took Sinead’s sad passing in the summer to get us here.

Here was an Irish women, broken, fragile and at times with the strength of a lion… seen as a wayward controversial who never stopped talking about and to God.

A frightening experience with her mother when she was young and how she sensed Jesus and the Holy Spirit there with her, “I never asked Him to come; He just arrived.”

During one of my difficult times as a child she made a deal with God to sing for him all of her life. Even after her life here are the songs she sang bringing God before us again.

Oh with four children, only one of which was with one of her four husbands reminds us that she coloured way outside the religious lines BUT I came to respect her yearning for God and we’ll engage with that tonight.

Sinead O’Connor will take us to church.


Thank You for Hearing Me (from Universal Mother) 


Take Me To Church (from I’m Not Bossy, I’m The Boss)


Hozier’s Take Me Too Church might be the best known and I am fascinated at Sinead within a year of Hozier’s releasing a song of the same title but more positive about the Church. 

What is different about O’Connor’s view of Church is that she knows it is where her hope lies but she is critiquing its failings too. For some the Church is beyond criticism. For some it is a curse of humanity. Sinead knows its worth but is aware that some Churches hurt more than heal.

It is that “but not the ones that hurt/‘Cause that ain't the truth/And that's not what it's worth…”  Are we the Church that Sinead could find the grace she needs to become the new creation she yearns to be? 

This past month I have spoken to too many people hurt by Church, whose hearts were frozen or their souls pushed away, and it has pained me, frustrated me, angered me. 

I pray God that Fitzroy will always be a place that heals the hurts and doesn’t add to them; a place that reveals Jesus to every Sinead that seeks to be taken to Church!

We now go back to the beginning…

I first heard Sinead O’Connor’s awesome voice on an In Tua Nua song Take My Hand and then there she was again on a soundtrack that U2’s Edge had written - Heroine. 


Heroine - (from the Heroine soundtrack)


John Trinder introduced Mandinka from The Lion and the Cobra as a protest song, antislavery…


Mandinka - (from The Lion And The Cobra)


After The Lion and the Cobra came the mega single Nothing Compares To You. Our girl was just about the biggest pop star on the planet… but then… 

She then tore up a photograph of Pope John Paul II on Saturday Night Live, a pice of theatre that cost her two weeks later when she was due to play a song at Bob Dylan’s 30th Anniversary Concert. The crowd booed and Kris Kristofferson consoled a disturbed Sinead.

Sinead’s memoir helped me understand it a bit more. 

Sinead O’Connor didn’t want to be a pop star. She wanted to be a protest singer. Bob Dylan was perfect for her. 

Her brother, the wonderful novelist Joseph O’Connor, had brought home Dylan’s Christian record Slow Train Coming and Sinead loved it. Protest and faith mingled.

She also had the hurt of an Irish theocracy childhood, with an abusive mother and then the edges of the Magdalen Laundries. She was angry at the abuse within the Catholic Church. She raged, misunderstood at the time but latterly finding prophetic being used about her speaking out.

Finally in November 1978 Ireland got its first Number 1 in the UK charts with the Boomtown Rats Rat Trap. As a young Sinead watched Top Of The Pops Bob Geldof ripped up a photograph on screen of Olivia Newton-John and John Travolta as Rat Trap had knocked their hit fromGrease, Summer Nights, off the top!

Sinead carried that photo of the Pope around with her, she was protest singer… this was her moment.

As a result we lost a cover from Slow Train Coming at Dylan’s 30th… A song of new conversion…   


I Believe In You - (from The 30th Anniversary Concert Celebration - Remastered 2014 Edition)


Her next TV appearance after the Dylan show was on The Late Late Service, anchor man Gay Byrne like a secular priest and pastor and prophet. At the end if the show you could see he extra careful with Sinead. They had planned a song but as Sinead approached the microphone she said she’d changed her mind. You can see a little apprehension on Gay’s face and then unaccompanied Sinead sings…


Make a Channel of Your Peace - (from Diana Princess of Wales - Tribute)


Sinead the protest singer was an artist who saw the marginalised and longed to reach out to them. 

On her album How About I Be Me, she takes a verse from Isaiah 1:18 - “Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool”

The lyric goes -

Oh, so long I've been a junkie

I ought to wrap it up and mind my monkeys

I really want to mend my ways

I'm gonna call that number one of these days

I'm gonna reach a hand out to you

Say "Would you pull me up?" Now could you?

I don't want to waste the life God gave me

And I don't think that it's too late to save me

It's not too late


Reason with me

Let's reason together

Reason with me

Let's reason together

Let's reason together

Reason with me

Let's reason together

Reason with me


She covered this well known song as an extra track on a CD single. It could be the Streets of Dublin… or Belfast… but in the song they are…


Streets Of London (from Fire On Babylon single)


In Rememberings Sinead writes about her Theology album -


Around the year 2000 I went to college for a brief period to study theology. The books of the prophets were where my passion lay. 

Theology is the only album of mine I’m taking to the coffin. I love it. I took virtually all the lyrics from Scripture. The way I worked was that I laid down on the floor huge pieces of paper and I wrote down all the lines that I loved that were in the Scriptures and decided to put them them together and not change them but make them rhyme where I could. And there are some beautiful songs already written by God in Scriptures.


Steve - The Theology record - From Rememberings


Out Of The Depths  (from Theology)


Caroline introduced In This Heart as a favourite of hers and for her written for God… I agree…


In This Heart - (from Faith and Courage)


I Don't Know How to Love Him is a song the rock opera Jesus Christ Superstar. Webber and Rice have Mary Magdalene bearing an unrequited love for Jesus.  

In Rememberings, Sinead says that though she always loved the song that the record company made her do it… maybe so that we would hear Shannon sing it tonight… 

You can see what the record company saw… heard… Sinead, a little like a Mary Magdalene… a probable outcast of the synagogue… but good friend of the holy Messiah


I Don’t Know How To Love Him (from Theology) 


We are born with different circumstances. Sinead O’Connor had many obstacles to negotiate in the race of life. 

As she did she engaged with God, Catholic, Biblical, as a Priest. Rastafarian and latterly Muslim…

Our wee countries evangelicalism would add another theological obstacle before Sinead…

BUT Sinead’s faith in God, its purity of desire, it’s purity of living and its purity of thought are in the end between her and God… 

Her prayer to God as a child was pretty much lived out

Or her confessional in The Lamb’s Book Of Life from her record Faith and Courage…

"I know that I have done many things
To give you reason not to listen to me
Especially as I have been so angry
But if you knew me maybe you would understand me
Words can’t express how sorry I am
If I ever caused pain to anybody
I just hope that you can show compassion
And love me enough to just plain listen

As Caroline sang earlier on I Believe In You - 

I believe in you even through the tears and the laughter,

I believe in you even though we be apart

I believe in you even on the morning after

Oh, when the dawn is nearing

Oh, when the night is disappearing

Oh, this feeling is still here in my heart


Please God may our last song be Sinead’s experience…


Your Troubles Will Be Over (from God Don’t Never Change - The Songs of Blind Willie Johnson)


Performed by - Laura Campbell, Claire Nicholl, Caroline Orr, Shannon Moore, Norman McKinley, John Trinder, George Sproule, Matthew Fitch, Peter Greer, Laurence Andrews, Ryan Kee and Danny Moore


Sinead 13


OCTOBER 22nd, 2023 @ 7pm

FITZROY CHURCH (77 University Street, Belfast)



Over 14 years the Fitzroy Collective have been performing Gospel According To... events.

The Fitzroy Collective cover songs of the featured artist, to a quality that will leave you in awe. We have a range of female vocalists with musicians rehearsing this one...

Steve Stockman will preach-jockey the evening, the way he used to produce his radio show Rhythm and Soul, sharing little snippets on the songs and Sinead's life, all with a spiritual thread running through. 

We have already performed the likes of U2, Bob Dylan, Bruce Springsteen, Christy Moore, Harry Potter, The Lion King, Les Miserables, Female Pop Stars among many others...



Boy  Mole  Fox and Horse

I have long been a Charley Mackesy fan. Not just his genius at sharing snippets of human wisdom in those sketches that draw you in to listen but as a human being. Understated, humble and deeply spiritual I love his attitude. That a faith in Jesus lies at the core adds to my fandom, obviously. I love his irreverent but deeply insightful introductions to Alpha on YouTube.

So, the Stockmans used the film animation as our family Christmas Eve sit down and watch together. It was great.

With my quirky theological perspective I couldn’t help but spot a few themes that appear in the Gospel. With all my nativity story bullets fired during December, I needed something and here it was.

My mistake was preparing in Mackesy's original book and then on Christmas morning trying to transfer it to the new book that goes with the film. It meant that my actual Christmas Day address was a muddle of misfires. Here is the better script…



“What is that over there?”

“It’s the wild,” said the mole.

“Don’t fear it.”

Fear is an often used word throughout the Gospels and particularly in the nativity stories. When the angel appears to Zechariah and Mary - “Do not be afraid.” When the angels appear outta the night sky and sing to the shepherds - “Do not be afraid.”

Later the mole and the boy continue to chat about fear.

“Imagine how we would be if we were less afraid,” said the boy.

“Most of the old moles I know wish they’d listened less to their fears and more too their dreams,” replied the mole.

Is that not what Mary did? She listened to the hopes and dreams of the angel’s message rather than the fear of what she’d have to go through.



What’s the bravest thing you’ve ever said?” asked the boy.

“Help” said the horse.

This is so profound. So important. I would have it framed on every student hall of residence across the world. We need to know how courageous asking for help is.

“Asking for help isn’t giving up.” Said the horse, “It’s refusing to give up.”

Prayer is more than simply asking God for help every time we are in trouble BUT God is never weary of our cries for help. He wants to walk with us, be with us in our valleys of the shadows.

Of course there are others to ask for help. Conduits of God’s answer to our cry for help. The boy, the mole, the fox and the horse find that help in each other. 

In the nativity story Mary though not fearing still goes off to find her cousin Elizabeth to help her through. 



“What do you want to be when you grow up?” Asked the mole.

“Kind” said the boy.

That is an ambition. I wanted to be a scientist in P5 but by the time I was in 3rd year at big school I got 18 out of 100. Being a scientist was not for me… but being good at funerals and weddings!

It is quite an ambition to be kind. God sent Jesus as a baby in straw as a weighty mark of his kindness to humanity

“Nothing beats kindness. It sits quietly beyond all things.”

Kindness sitting beyond all things reminds me of Paul’s amazing poem in 1 Corinthians 13 - “And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love”



“Well we love you whether you can fly or not”

Ultimately finding ourselves is about discovering love. Home is when we belong to others.

“So you know all about me?” asked the boy.

“Yes,” replied the horse.

“And you still love me?”

“We love you all the more.”

The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse is about that love. Mackesy is obsessed with this love. A statue in his garden showing the embrace of the Prodigal Son and his father in Jesus parable is a symbol of such love. 

The entire Salvation History of the Bible is about humanity that is lost being found by the undeserved mercy, unconditional love and amazing grace of God. Ultimately, this is where we find ourselves. Loved.

As John tells us, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.” (John 3:16&17)


Abba 2

The Fitzroy Musical Collective



with guest PJ (Preach Jockey) TONY MACAULAY

SUNDAY, JUNE 19th 2022 @7pm

Fitzroy Church, 77 University Street, BELFAST BT7 1HL


I find it hard to believe BUT... in our long line of Gospel According To... series we are doing ABBA. 

Now, I never thought that ABBA deserved any spiritual reflection whatever (actually ANY reflection at all) and then one morning on BBC Radio Ulster's Thought For The Day, Tony Macauley did a fabulous spiritual reflection on the band.

It was around the release of the band's first record in 40 years. Voyage had them back in the spotlight and Tony Macauley's first surmises on the new songs were of forgiveness and reconciliation. 

Tony has been a bit of a hero since University days. He was the cool guy working in the New Lodge at the Saltshaker, with a radio show and then started writing books that are now being made into musicals at the Lyric. He also works in peace and reconciliation across Ireland to Rwanda and Uganda. He is a dude but with one chink in his coolness. He is a fanatical ABBA fan!

I am delighted to bring them together. Sadly not Agnetha, Bjorn, Benny and Anti-Frid in person but their songs across 50 years with Tony Macauley on explanation, our preach-jockey for the evening.

The Fitzroy Musical Collective will not disappoint with the music. It will take you back to your Dancing Queen 70s or your Mamma Mia movies and draw out some fascinating spiritual gems too!

ALL WELCOME. Fancy Abba dress optional!







GA T u2

The Gospel According To... Series came about, as many good ideas, by accident. During my days as a University Chaplain we raised thousands of pounds to take students to South Africa to volunteer with Habitat For Humanity. At the launch of my book Walk On we had gotten local artists to cover U2 songs and so we went for it again as a fund raiser. 

Then we did Johnny Cash. Then Van Morrison. As part of these tribute nights I started to “Preach Jockey” them; that is my description of how I link the songs with spiritual commentary. I had created sermons through songs and chat on my BBC Radio Ulster show Rhythm and Soul between 1996 and 2006. 

When I arrived in Fitzroy in 2009 it was a natural thing to repeat the idea and then we developed it. The great advantage at Fitzroy was having an amazing array of talent, not only able to perform the songs but absolutely passionate about doing so. 

The creativity and ability of my congregation has widened the scope of The Gospel According To... Series. We now have not only done the rock music of Leonard Cohen, Van Morrison, The Waterboys, Bob Dylan, Christy Moore and Bruce Springsteen but we have now stretched the canvas to include Harry Potter, The Lion KingNarnia, Les Miserables, West End Shows and Van Gogh. When Jonathan Abernathy-Barkley was our assistant we had other colours in our palette. Dave and Lorraine Thompson have brought the Disney and Pixar movies into play too.

With my penchant for all things U2 we have done a variety of events around their work. As well as The Gospel According To… U2 we have had an evenings on Songs Of Innocence and Joshua Tree. Songs of Experience is being prepared for the autumn, around time the SOE Tour arrives in Ireland.

Not everyone understands the concept. Some say that it is baptising secular music. For me it is not anymore baptising the artist in performing a song than it is to quote a novelist or poet in a sermon. Some seem to struggle with the idea of the Gospel of Bruce Springsteen. Of course it is not called that. It is The Gospel According To… It is seeking out what Springsteen or whoever says about Jesus and faith.

There are six important things that I am attempting to do through these evenings: -


Since I started trying to share my Christian faith in the early eighties I have constantly attempted to cross the gap from Scriptures into the culture by using the arts as a bridge. The use of quotations from all kind of sources has been rife in preaching for centuries. I just felt I could reach a younger, perhaps more secular audience by using quotations they would relate to and maybe be surprised I would use. This has all a Biblical model that from Acts chapter 17 where Pauldoes what I am doing; he takes the art and poets of the city, quotes them and then uses them to draw people to the truth of Jesus. This is an effective way to communicate in a cultural context.


It was Marshall McLuhan who said, anyone who thinks there is a difference between entertainment and education doesn’t know the first thing about either. The ability for people to engage and listen to the entertainment that surrounds and near saturates them is for me a vital part of discipleship. If we think entertainment is just noise I believe we are wrong! The discernment of Christians to understand what they are listening to, reading or watching is a vital part of the job of a pastor. I believe that if Jesus is Lord he should be Lord of our aesthetics. I believe in iPodic obedience! There is art that can give us a healthy soul in a positive way. I wrote my MTh dissertation on this idea. 

My hope is that The Gospel According To... Series awakens people to think about their art. I also hope that it will exercise the muscles of our imaginations as we connect art and faith. The most positive outcome of this series for me is that my very own children will often say to me that they have heard a song, read a story or watched a movie that we could do a Gospel According To... on. They have learned to look for the spiritual in their entertainment. Success!


In his book The Contemporary Christian, John Stott speaks of not being so caught up in the Word of God that we miss the contest of the world that it needs to apply into. He suggests it is necessary to listen and have a grasp of both. One of the ways to get a handle on the issues of the day is by engaging with the art of the day. It is a window into the soul of the society. The Gospel According To... Series gives us an opportunity to listen.


In the introduction to my book The Rock Cries Out I suggested something more than Stott's Double Listening. I was aware in my own spiritual formation that rock music had played a major part in God's speaking to me, leading me back to the Bible to wrestle with social and personal issues. God was speaking in unexpected places. Of course this wasn't an original idea. From Clement of Alexandria in the Second Century to John Stott again, this time in his book The Incomparable Christ, "there seems to be truth among all men." Again we might here God if we were able to listen and this Series is aimed at helping guide us in this listening.     


What the Series has done is draw many people into or back to Church. For whatever reason many people have problems in coming to Church. They have stereotypes or have been damaged by Church experiences. What we have found is that The Gospel According To... Series has done is to encourage such folk into the Church again and reassess their relationship with it.I often describe it as a Burning Bush, an intrigue that catches people's attention draws them closer to sacred ground.


This was a bi-product that I hadn’t gone looking for. After we had done a few events in the series I realised how fulfilling it was for those who sang or played. Church is often not a place where arts are encouraged and many musicians, singers and performers feel that they cannot easily bring the life of art and faith together. To be allowed to use their gifts for God in these musical ways has not only been a an opportunity to develop and hone their gifts but also to grow in spiritual confidence as they find a role within the Body of Christ.

Fitzroy will be performing The Gospel According To... Abba in Fitzroy on June 19th 2022 with guest commentator Tony Macauley


Scott and Charlene

I am hearing that Neighbours is coming to an end. The Australian soap opera, that has been going for 37 years, cannot find a Channel to air it.

That was not the case in November 1988 when Scott and Charlene’s wedding was watched by no less than 19.8 million of the British population. 

Of course in real life Scott (Jason Donovan) and Charlene (Kylie Minogue) were number 1 in the UK charts with their duet Especially For You that very same month. Let me make clear that I didn’t buy that! BUT… what clever marketing!

I do confess that in 1988 Neighbours was a linchpin to the rhythm to my day. I was a young assistant minster in First Antrim at the time. I was living in a little flat in Central Park. I would go out and do some visits in the morning and would always be home for lunch during which, I would watch Neighbours. For me it was a strange obsession but it was an obsession.  

As a result of its huge popularity and the amount of it that I was watching it was only a matter of time that it became a constant reference point in my sermons and particularly children’s addresses. I remember my boss, John Dixon, suggesting that I do a book about how to teach the Catechism through Neighbours’ stories!

I cannot remember any of the various scenarios that I drew into children’s addresses and sermons between Harold and Madge and Mrs Mangle and the Robinsons apart from one…

The day after Scott and Carlene’s wedding I was doing an Assembly in Antrim Primary School. When I asked who saw the wedding the day before literally every child’s hand went up like their team had just scored a goal in the Cup Final. Every hand. In unison. 

Now that wedding for me is The Gospel According To… Neighbours. 

If you are old enough and can go back, and many of my congregation told me that they remember the wedding like it was yesterday, then you’ll remember that at the same time of Scott and Charlene’s wedding there was another Neighbours’ wedding. Paul, Scott’s brother, and Gail, Paul’s employee in his hotel, also got married. 

Now, there could not have been two more different marriages. Scott and Charlene were still teens. It was a romance of such wild abandon that before they wed Charlene jumped out of her bedroom window while being grounded for a quick kiss with Scott at the refuse bins. This was LOVE!

Paul and Gail however. Not so much. In order to woo a Japanese investor Paul had to look married and settled down so he asked Gail to marry him to help the business. There was a telling scene where Paul opens the drawer in his office and takes a glance across the contract to see what is expected of him… and her!

It was so easy for me to use these two different relationships to ask about how we see ourselves and God. Is our relationship with God a law keeping contract that we must keep or else? Or is it a relationship of love and adoration? We are excited to be around God.

Jesus said. “If you love me, keep my commands. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— the Spirit of truth.” (John 14: 15-16)

In Galatians Paul writes about a shift from law to grace in the coming of Jesus - Before the coming of this faith,[j] we were held in custody under the law, locked up until the faith that was to come would be revealed. So the law was our guardian until Christ came that we might be justified by faith. Now that this faith has come, we are no longer under a guardian.” (Galatians 3: 23-25)

From there my sermon’s conclusion was simple. Paul and Gail… or Scott and Charlene. Law… or love? 


Sting 3

Sting has never been a man to claim any Christian interest. However, as he shared on a recent Later With… Jools he is interested in the spiritual questions - what are we doing here?

A careful glance across Sting’s catalogue and you can see references to the Scriptures. Even on his last record 57th & 9th he had “Moses driving to his promised land”. There was also a church bell tolling.

The Bridge continues with the Scriptural reference. We get Jonah and the whale and even have a song called The Book Of Numbers. Our bass playing Geordie likes the Old Testament it would seem.

There are also more church bells and even a song called The Bells Of St. Thomas where the bells are like the conscience of a man being seduced in what Sting himself calls a very strange lyric. On Later With… Jools, Sting spoke of the disciple Thomas and the scars of Christ’s hands and feet. No matter how strange these lyrics, listen for the chimes of doubt. In the song, unlike Thomas, the doubts seem healthy.

Most intriguing of all for me is the song Loving You that had me propelled into the Old Testament story of Hosea. This is the tale of a man whose wife commits adultery but he stays true to the vows made in Church. There are so many similarities to Hosea and yet I have no clue as to whether Sting knows the story or was directly inspired by it. The chorus is almost (but not quite) perfect Hosea though:


I pray the waters of forgiveness

Will rain down on you and me

Just like newborn babies

In the cradle of a tree


And we will walk in righteousness

We will walk in rain and thunder

And what God has joined together here

Let no man put asunder


If that's not loving you, I don't know what is (I don't know what)

If that's not loving you, then tell me what it is

If that's not loving you, I don't know what is (I don't know what)

If that's not loving you, then tell me what it is.


Grace. Pure Gospel. I wonder if he knows. 



Three new Vicar Of Dibley Specials will be on our screens before Christmas. Not one. Not two. Three. I find that rather exciting. 

A claim to fame is that I sat at one Greenbelt Board beside Joy Carroll the Anglican vicar that Rev Geraldine Grainger played by Dawn French is loosely based upon. Joy went off and married Jim Wallis, the American Christian political thinker, author and activist. 

I found out about these episodes last night bY telephone as BBC Radio Ulster phoned to ask if I would come on Good Morning Ulster and talk about the show and my favourite moments.

I love the very first episode of the show. David Horton is helping a stranger off with her coat laughing that they are waiting for their new vicar and for a minute he feared that they had sent a woman. By the time that woman gets her coat off he sees the clerical collar… and off we go…

Introducing herself, someone gives her their name:

- You’ll probably have to tell me again. I have a terrible head for names. I can’t even remember the name of Mary’s eldest child.

- Jesus.

- Correct.


It’s quick, slick, simple and I find it funny.

My favourite characters are Jim and Alice. Jim’s “no, no, no, no, yes!” Never gets tiring. When asked about the greatest ever rock band - “No, no, no, no… The Nolan Sisters!” All round entertainer, “No, no, no, no… Noel Edmunds!”

Alice’s dimness is utterly loveable. When she talks about how she found a butter that tastes just like “Just Like Butter” that she has been using because it tastes just like butter. One of the biggest challenges with the new episodes will be how to replace Alice as Emma Chambers sadly passed away in 2018. 

Asked about my favourite scene I was immediately drawn to one that was funny, irreverent but spiritually right on it. It is Christmas again and they are planning the Nativity. The Vicar has a poster with The Greatest Story Ever Told on it. Everyone starts questioning that it is. Geraldine suggests changing it to “One Of The Best Stories…”

Then, she stops. She sits down. “No! This is a story about someone born in a manger. He taught us amazing things. Love your neighbour. Turn the other cheek. He then died for us all and here we are 2000 years later, worshipping him.” They agree to The Greatest Story…

I love that. The Gospel in its entirety in just a few seconds, right there is a comedy show. Some might find it irreverent but The Songs Of Praise Christmas Special might not be so bold, so explicit and so succinct. 

There are many reasons to celebrate The Vicar Of Dibley being revived in Coronavirus Times. We all need a laugh. Since it was previously on TV, Christianity has been a laughing stock across much of the British media. A comedy with the Church at its core has a subversive possibility. That it will deal with virtual church and Zoom etc will be a rich vein for humour and allow you to get a handle into my Covid-19 Times. I cannot wait! 


The Moores

This is the script of Danny Moore's commentary on Shallow from a Star Is Born at our Gospel According To... Female Pop Stars. He and his amazing wife Shannon then blew the roof of with a version of Shallow. 


Last year saw the release of the Oscar winning film, ’A Star is Born’. 

The story follows Ally, a waitress with an incredible talent who is desperately searching for her big break. 

Jackson Maine a famous musician stumbles across her raw talent one night after his concert and is convinced that she is a born star. 

And after getting to know each other for a while, he presents her with a once in a lifetime opportunity to perform in front of thousands of people. 

She is initially apprehensive about embarrassing herself and not convinced that this is the solution to her problems. 

But Jackson simply whispers in her ear, ‘All you gotta do is trust me. That’s all you gotta do’.

And at first she doesn't react. But in a rush of emotion Ally steps out in faith and trust, onto the stage singing a version of the song she wrote. And in that moment A star is born.

Lady Gaga who played Ally tells of how this song, ‘Shallow’ is a love song. A conversation between two people who are deeply in love. 

And with the lyrics of this song we quickly recognise the brokenness of these two people. We find questions being asked about happiness and emptiness, among a host of other things.

But it’s clear to see that Lady Gaga is telling us through these lyrics that brokenness is found in the shallow, our fears, our worries, our regrets and failures are found in the shallow waters.

And these two characters that are wrestling through these questions of life, they find their answers in the love and trust they have for each other, however temporary that may be. 

And if you have seen the movie you will know what I mean when I say that the love they share is so deep and genuine that it’s contagious. 

But what does that say to us? We have so many things in our lives that tell us that they can answer our own lives questions but very few can sustain. 

Our relationships, our wealth, our position all can be a major distraction and sometimes ultimately leave us broken. And when those questions of happiness or emptiness remain, what’s left?

So to use the lyrics of the song, tell me something boy, tell me something girl…Are you happy in this modern world, aren’t you tired trying to fill that void?

Or do you need more??

Because the Gospel reaches into the deepest, darkest questions of our lives and cripples them with love. 

The Love of a God, who has bled the same blood that runs in our veins, who has fought with the same thoughts in our minds that we think, who has fought the same daily fight of life as we do right now, and He cripples our darkness with love. 

And God sees us in shallow with all our brokenness and questions. 

And He calls us from the deep and says all you gotta do is trust me, that’s all you gotta do. In every circumstance, in every situation God says, all you gotta do is trust me, that’s all you gotta do. 



For ten years Fitzroy have performed and perfected a Gospel According To… format that has covered U2 (multiple times), Dylan, Springsteen, Cohen, Mitchell, Morrison and more. We have also dabbled in Les Miserables and The West End as well as rolling out Narnia, Lion King, Finding Nemo and Harry Potter for a family audience.

The music end has been a little old. For a long time I had dabbled in the idea of a younger pop night. My daughter Jasmine beat me to it. On a drive home from Ballycastle, in August, Jasmine worked through a playlist of songs that was a perfect template for such a night.

So, the young women of Fitzroy with a couple of male helpers took us on a journey into the heart of 2019 culture and sang about how the Gospel caresses and collides with it.

There were songs of identity crisis and the pressures on young girls particularly on eating, self harm, fashion and identity. 

Erin Humphrey and Erin Thompson, fresh from playing lead in the ir school musical Clueless, gave us Jessie J’s Price Tag with Jonny Fitch doing the rapping. The dilemma was laid down: -

“When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and

Why is everybody so serious
Acting so damn mysterious
Got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time”


Catherine Forde then sat down at the piano for a yearning emotional and incredibly mature performance of Alessia Cara’s Scars To Your Beautiful. It was faultlessly beautiful!


She don't see her perfect, she don't understand she's worth it

Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface


The vocals throughout the evening were stunning.


Talitha Bowman is only 14. A quirky vocal, strong with personality, she also has this ability to throw other perspectives. Tonight she makes Jessie J’s Who You Are her own, as fragile as the soul searching behind it. Only 14. Goodness! 


Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars

Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,

It's okay not to be okay

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart

Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,

Just be true to who you are


The Erins return for the first Lauren Daigle of the night. Daigle is a gift to teenage Christian girls. She’s a great writer, has a wonderful voice and brings spiritual depth to these issues of image and identity. I can hear this one being done on a Sunday morning…


You say I am loved when I can't feel a thing

You say I am strong when I think I am weak

And You say I am held when I am falling short

When I don't belong, oh You say that I am Yours

And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)

What You say of me (I)

Oh, I believe


As if this is not all special, we have a centre piece. One of our most talented voices belongs to Shannon Moore who married Fisherwick Youth Worker Danny in June. They had both shared with me their love of the movie A Star Is Born. I remember the moment when Jasmine and I came up with the idea that they would sing Shallow form that movie.

Danny led us in with a crafted piece, insightful in commentary and spiritually powerful. (read Danny's script here!) He compared the shallows and the deeper water that God calls us to. He placed significance in the movie when Maine whispered to Ally during her first big performance “All you gotta do is trust me. That’s all you gotta do”. Then these two newly weds sang a duet that blew the roof off, power, sensitivity, harmony. Goodness but these two are better as one!


I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in

I'll never meet the ground

Crash through the surface, where they can't hurt us

We're far from the shallow now


We were now diving into the deep and Katy Perry’s By The Grace Of God started the journey home. Singer Erin Thompson as good as told the old guy to sit down as she shared how this song gets her up and out when she feels insecure and wants to curl up in bed:


I know I am enough

Possible to be loved

It was not about me

Now I have to rise above

Let the universe call the bluff

Yeah the truth will set you free

By the grace of God (there was no other way)

I picked myself back up (I knew I had to stay)

I put one foot in front of the other and I

Looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Wasn't gonna let love take me out


Joel ands Hannah


Another Lauren Daigle. Joel and Hannah Kane took this one on and after a nervous first verse they found their voice and took us powerfully into the heart of rescue that could be seen as a Psalm: -


There is no distance

That cannot be covered

Over and over

You're not defenceless

I'll be your shelter

I'll be your armour

I hear you whisper underneath your breath

I hear your SOS, your SOS

I will send out an army to find you

In the middle of the darkest night

It's true, I will rescue you

I will never stop marching to reach you

In the middle of the hardest fight

It's true, I will rescue you


We were now swimming and basking and finding our identity and image in the unconditional love of God. By an error in production Shannon and Danny were only told they were singing it that day. Though they didn’t feel they nailed it, no one else did. These two voices can carry anything. In this song Katy Perry releases all the fears and brings freedom in unconditional love.


Unconditional, unconditionally

I will love you unconditionally

There is no fear now

Let go and just be free

I will love you unconditionally


It was an archetypal Gospel According To… It collides with the insecurities of a young world and caresses it with unconditional grace. There was a little my press-jockeying had to add.