SOUL SURMISE

COME, HOWEVER YOU ARE - THE DAMIEN RICE COMMUNION

 

My mate Doug pointed it out. I had Damien Rice’s album My Favourite Fantasy but the album had made such little impression that I had missed track 7, Trusty and True. 

Doug showed me this Youtube link with the choir Dekoor Close Harmony. How deeply spiritual, it sounds. Almost liturgical. 

I searched for a Damien Rice explanation. Was he thinking in any way of religious imagery? The only story I got was rather rude, yet there was wisdom in the lewdness. From the rude it turned on a seismic pin head to new starts and forgiveness. It’s almost for a Confessional.

It begins with our aim to be true that somehow never holds:

 

We've wanted to be trusty and true

But feathers fell from our wings

And we've wanted to be worthy of you

But weather rained on our dreams

 

It is almost what the apostle Paul wrote in Romans 7 - For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 

 

Rice goes on:

 

'Cause we never wanted to be lusty or lewd

Nor tethered to prudish strings

And we never wanted to be jealously tuned

Nor withered into ugly things

 

For the flawed human there is nothing for it but confession, forgiveness and a new beginning. That’s where Rice goes. Though we never know who we are coming to, we are invited to come…. and to come as we are: -

 

And if all that you are

Is not all you desire,

 

Then, come

Come, let yourself be wrong

Come, it's already begun

Come, come alone

Come with fear, come with love

Come however you are

Just come, come alone

Come with friends, come with foes

Come however you are

 

Just come, come alone

Come with me, then let go

Come however you are

Just come, come alone

Come so carefully closed

Come however you are

Just come

 

It is beautiful. Utterly beautiful. Welcoming. Forgiving. Grace filled.

Doug suggested using it as a communion piece. Fitzroy are always up for the challenge. Eventually we used it. Dave Thompson with some help from Chris Blake and George Sproule. We might add a choir soon. It was sung as the congregation came forward and gathered the cross to receive the bread and wine. It worked a treat!

PRAYER ON 21st ANNIVERSARY OF GOOD FRIDAY AGREEMENT

Lord,

The Good Friday Agreement,

 

We give you thanks

For the prayers, played by so many for so many years, finally answered

For the miracle grace time peace we have enjoyed for 21 years

We give you thanks that we know longer fear bombs or bullets

Or morning news headlines

We thank you for all of those people alive today because of our peace

We thank you for a city thriving with night life

With development, opportunities, art, imagination and hopefulness

We thank you that we do not remember being searched every time we went in

We thank you for a generation who has no idea what this prayer is about

We thank you for the new relationships

On the ground

Between Churches

And even tenuously, as it is, among politicians

We thank you Lord for the Good Friday Agreement and the peace makers who made it and continue to make it possible.

 

Lord we ask for your forgiveness

When we have frustrated the potential of the Agreement

With those we have voted for

When we have put the new wine of peace into old wineskins

When we have lived the past in the present and curtailed the future

When we have continued to live in our apartheid area rather than love neighbour

And beyond that followed your clarion call to love our enemies

Lord we celebrate the Good Friday Agreement at a time of void and impasse

We feel frustrated and sometimes angry

Lord forgive us for the part we play in frustrating your miracle Grace time peace.

 

Lord give us resilience

In the uncertainty of Stormont, Brexit, hard borders and back stops

May these steps backward not derail the leap forward

Help us to see that coming out of conflict is long and hard

Give us patience with each other

Give us patience with the politicians 

In the delicate task that they have of leading the communities that for them

To come with them on the journey of bringing well being to everyone

And help us to make our contribution in bringing hurting, hating communities together in peace

Lord, when we take the inevitable step back

Help us to hear Ignatius advice

To run towards your doubts

May we not run from the challenge 

But constantly recommit 

Help us to try and try and try again

Lord we have no choice but to be involved in the long haul of trying

You call us to peace making

You give us a ministry of reconciliation

Your gift of grace in Jesus

And his death and resurrection are your example

That we should follow

Particularly in a divided, sectarian, violent place very like the one he taught us from

So, Lord give us your resilience and mercy and wisdom

To be involved in your miracle grace time peace

As the Father sent Jesus into a work of reconciliation

Send us 

To bring your shalom

On the streets of Northern Ireland 

As they are in heaven

In the name of the Prince of Peace we pray

AMEN.

MY PRAYERS ON THE SUNDAY WE REMEMBERED CHRISTCHURCH, MOZAMBIQUE, ZIMBABWE, MALAWI & COOKSTOWN

My prayer in Fitzroy, the week after the Mosque Massacre Christchurch, in the week of a cyclone in Mozambique, Zimbabwe and Malawi, just see days after the Hotel Crush in Cookstown.Brexit goes on in chaos too...

The Lectionary reading was remarkably Luke 13: 1-9 where Jesus deals with a violent massacre and a crushing by Siloam Tower. Immediately afterI prayed this the band played Bono and Daniel Lanois's Falling At Your Feet. Beautiful! 

 

Our God

It has been a wordless week

We have gasped

And sighed

And cried

At what we have lived through

We have been speechless

Trying to describe the distraught

Of Christchurch

Of Mozambique, Zimbabwe and Malawi

Of Cookstown

Of Carlingford

Of Cushendall

Of Westminster

Lord, people at worship gunned down

People in their homes washed away

Teenagers going out to a St Patrick’s Day party, not coming home to their parents

Ruth and Nicola lost to their families

And a Parliament in chaos and confusion and crisis

Lord, it is almost too much

 

So, Creator God

We find inspiration from our Muslim neighbours

And prostate ourselves before you

Falling at your feet

To find our place in your order of things

To be realigned

To be put back in-sync

To your place

Your world

And our place in it.

 

Lord, Jesus called the Spirit a Comforter

So, may the Spirit break into Christchurch

Southern Africa

Co Tyrone

May your compassion made flesh in those neighbourhoods.

 

And Lord falling at your feet

We give ourselves

To whatever we can do 

Out there

But more urgently what we can do right here

In our homes

On our streets

In our places of work and leisure and socialising

Lord urgently call us afresh

And energise your presence within us

That we might be particles of your light 

Shining across Belfast and beyond

Lord, into our old broken world

Shine the new healing of your Kingdom.

 

And Lord, start with me

Give my soul a paradigm shift

That I might see this last week

And place in it.

May that might make everything different

In how I live this week

May we never abuse your grace  

To feed our own self righteousness

But use your grace 

To feed and clothe and comfort the world’s deepest needs.

Lord, I am falling at your feet.

Amen

 

 

STOCKI'S "CARRY IT GENTLY" PRAYER

Carrying our faith needs the Jesus posture... a posture of gentleness... in its courageous conviction...

 

God, give us a confidence in you

But let grace keep us from arrogance

God, give us a strength of conviction

But let us share it humbly

God may we believe courageously

But help us carry it gently

Lord, may we go forward with vision

But help us to be careful that we do not abuse your grace to feed our own self righteousness

But use your grace to feed the world’s deepest needs.

AMEN

SCANDALOUS FORGIVENESS PRAYER

I wrote this prayer for the 4 Corners festival BBC Radio Ulster Sunday Service that aired on Sunday February 3rd, 2019...

 

Forgiving God

We worship you for who you are

Holy

And loving

We thank you that you don’t just talk about love

But that you demonstrated your love for us, in this,

That while we were still sinners

Christ died for us

Forgiving God

We thank you for our forgiveness

And for what forgiveness brings us

Freedom from our guilt

Release from the bitterness and ghosts of the past

Rebirth

Restoration.

 

Forgiving God

Forgive us our sins

As we forgive those who sin against us

Except Lord

That that is one of our most scandalous sins

Accepting your forgiveness so quickly

While at the same time being very slow to forgive other

Our neighbours

Our enemies

Our Churches

Our leaders.

God forgive our lack of forgiveness.

 

Forgiving God

Your word tells us 

That you are faithful and just to forgive us of our sins

But then adds

And purify us from all unrighteousness

Lord, as we confess the scandal of our lack of forgiveness

Transform us into forgiving people

That we might become like you

Following your lead

To be forgivers 

Within our families

In our neighbourhoods

In our Churches

Between our Churches

Across our society

And even in depths of our very own souls.

 

Forgiving God

Our country needs forgiveness

A scandalous forgiveness 

That does good to those who hate us, 

Blesses those who curse us, 

Prays for those who mistreat us.

Lord, take us through the cross of forgiveness

The courageous self denial and the suffering

And bring us through to the resurrection of forgiveness

Where the past is left in the tomb

And brand new life burst through

Re-creation

Reconciliation

Redemption

 

May it be so,

In our individual souls

And in our communities

Right across the 4 Corners of our city and land.

 

In the name of Jesus

Who forgave

Even when they didn’t know what they’d done.

 

Amen

WRING OUT... BRING IN... AS A SKEIN OF BELIEVERS

I was thinking of a poem/prayer/reflection for the first Fitzroy service of the New Year. I was thinking of a Rich Mullins line, "When the old world started dying and the new world started coming on." As I pondered the old and new I remembered an old favourite song from my teens. I used to start every new year with George Harrison's Ding Dong, an actual New year song which starts "ring out the old, ring in the new..." Before I knew it the first ring became wring and the second ring became bring and I was away...

Then I got into Karine Polwart's record A Pocket of Wind Resistance and added her idea of the communal skein of geese becoming a community of believers. Here's where it all went... 

"In September, the geese snake in across The Firth of Forth from their summer nests in Iceland and the coastal cliffs of Greenland, clattering and honking in their ever shifting skeins. The outstretched wingtips of each migrating goose create an upwash, a pocket of wind resistance for the bird tucked in behind or below. These necks of ease, these aerodynamic sanctuaries, cut the drag by up to 65%. It’s a wonder, and it’s also a gale bitten struggle to maintain co-operation. Every goose takes a turn

 

Stepping up

Falling back

Labouring

And resting

 

…in the gorgeous symbiotic dance of their migration I’ve wondered: in what ways are we, as humans, like geese and how do we, can we sustain our own sense of being part of a skein?

 

I think this is a matter of survival." (KARINE POLWART)

 

Let us pray...

 

Wring out the old

Bring in the new

 

Wring out the old

 

Wring out the tears

The tears of our self indulgent choices

The tears of the hurt we have caused each other

The tears of the world and it’s fallen circumstances

 

Wring out the old

 

Wring out the fears

The fears of the fear of the other

The fears of thinking outside our box

The fears that increase the gaps

That our brokenness has made between us

Always pushing the other away.

  

Bring in the new

 

Bring in the hope

The hope of history that arcs towards peace 

The hope of that flicker of light extinguishing the night 

The hope of our hidden infections, healed deep down in our souls

 

Bring in the new

 

Bring in the grace

The grace that always makes us the first to forgive

The grace that is unconditional to what has been wrung out

The grace that closes the gaps

That our brokenness has made between us

Always welcoming the other in.

 

Lord, in these New Year bells

Wring out the old

Bring in the new

And begin with us

 

God, shape us into a skein or resistance

Where we step up

Fall back

Labour

And rest

Together

Creating pockets of resistance

Where we can tuck in

Behind 

Or below

Maintaining co operation

In a gorgeous symbiotic dance of sustaining one another

To be wringers out of the old

And bringers in of your new rule

In a world that so needs it.

 

In Jesus name

AMEN

FOR GOD'S SAKE, GIVE US SOME REALITY

photo: Christmas in Yemen by Igor Dobrowolski (from a Billboard series in Berlin)

Jesus was not dropped into an idyllic nativity scene... but into a world of turmoil and violence... Advent reminds is that God is always present not distant from our reality.

 

Seamlessly sown creedal conclusions

Safe and sanitised solutions

Out of context texts for every question

All lamenting Psalms put beyond use

In suits and ties and hats and Sunday smiles

FOR GOD’S SAKE GIVE US SOME REALITY.

 

14 million people desperate for some food in Yemen

Thousands of central American refugees heading for the American border

Tensions threatening war on the Ukraine- Russian border

Alaskans coming to terms with an earthquake in Anchorage

The UK in turmoil over Brexit, back stops and inertia at Stormont 

FOR GOD’S SAKE GIVE US SOME REALITY.

 

A seasonally well decorated stable

Freshly showered cattle and perfumed straw

A carpenter with extra mural skills in midwifery

Westminster Confession signing stargazing mystics

A perfect little baby “no crying he makes”

FOR GOD’S SAKE GIVE US SOME REALITY.

 

A teenage girl’s screams pierce a silent night

A baby laid in an infested animal stall

God, vulnerable and homeless

Death squads descending in the dawn’s first light

From where refugees risk their lives escaping hell

FOR GOD’S SAKE, BORN INTO THE MIDST OF REALITY.

ACT OF REMEMBRANCE IN FITZROY 2018 - Introduction and Prayer

art piece and photo: Gillian Fitch

 

100 Years ago

They ended the war

There was celebration that it was over

From our side, that we had won

Armistice Day

But ceasefire and peace

Did not stop the pain

Of the physically wounded

The traumatised

Or the grief

The parents

And loved ones who lost

Sons, mainly

Husbands

Fiancees

Boyfriends

Armistice Day

Didn’t bring back the adulthood 

Of those who fell in the fields of France

And other places

Teenagers… Our Theos and Judes

Gone… forever…

So… 

We promised

We would remember them

Today, as Gillian and Daphne 

Have highlighted 

In their art piece around our Memorial Stone

With 113 poppies

One for every one we lost

From Fitzroy, Donegal Pass and The Crescent

So we will remember them

We are delighted that we have sailors from HMS Duncan with us

We will pray for them and their colleagues in navy, army and airforce

 

PRAYER

Our God

Who reigns forever

Creator

Sustainer

Redeemer

We worship you

We put you in your place

As Lord

So we might find our place

In your space for us in your Creation

 

We are your people 

We sing your praise

Even as we remember

War

And loss

And wounds of body and heart and mind

 

Lord, we pray for our forces

That they would be channels of justice

Conduits of our safety and security

That you give them courage to resist the evil forces in our world

That you would give them wisdom in the dangerous situations they will find themselves in

That you would give them compassion for their colleagues

And indeed even their enemy

That you would make them sensitive to what you declare to be justice

That you would stop them from crossing any lines

That would move them from defenders of the nation

To being aggressors on other nations

God keep them safe

And God may they be harbingers of peace and justice 

Across the world

That you Kingdom would come

And your well would be done

On earth as it is in heaven.

AMEN

THANKSGIVING PRAYER #3 - Thanksgiving for the God of Place and People – BARBARA DASS

This is one of the prayers that member of Fitzroy, Barbara Dass, prayed as our Sunday service prayers. It is so good I asked Barbara permission to blog. I have broken it into 3 parts... this is part 3

 

Thanksgiving for the God of place and people – the Family of God - Fitzroy

 

Thanks be to you, our Lord Jesus Christ,

For all the benefits which you have won for us

For all the pains and insults you have borne for us. *

 

Our Loving Heavenly Father,

For each friend and member of the Fitzroy family we pray:

 

On all who are dis-spirited and dejected,

Lord, come in your mercy.

On all who have lost hope or joy,

Lord, come in your mercy.

On all who are unable to cope,

Lord, come in your mercy.

On all who are weak and heavy-burdened,

Christ, come in your mercy.

On all who are lost or who have strayed,

Christ, come in your mercy.

On all who are fearful and anxious,

Christ, come in your mercy.

On all who feel lifeless and dead,

Lord, come in your mercy.

On all who feel forsaken and betrayed,

Lord, come in your mercy.

On all who are powerless and helpless.

Lord, come in your mercy. *

 

Our Loving Heavenly Father,

For each friend and member of the Fitzroy family we pray:

 

That each step we take, may it be on the God-Trail,

Foot falling softly on sacred ground,

Hearts welling with your blessings,

Reveal your Holy Highway to us!

 

Save us from delusions of self-righteousness,

Keep us from mirages of lies,

Protect us from debilitating doubts,

Don’t let us miss your God-revealing signposts!

 

Our Father,

May we follow your counsel,

Immersed in your Word,

Waiting always,

Longing for you alone!

 

Prevent us from wandering off on our own,

Keep us on track…a steady pace,

And when the wild horses come thundering,

Fill us with untamed love!

May we abandon our selves to you alone,

Inhabiting the expanding landscape of your love,

Compelled to follow your bronze-fired feet!

 

May there be no regrets then,

Fitzroy lives sculpted by your Word!

Thank you, our Father, for your clear truth,

For speaking straight to our hearts today!

We’re going to do what you tell us to do.

Amazing God! 

Magnificent Counsellor!

Mighty Redeemer!

We’re on your Holy Highway!

Walking with the Sacred Three!

Never alone!

Confident in your presence!

 

Our most gracious and loving Heavenly Father,

Thanksgiving wells up from the deep!

Praise from the expanses!

Don’t ever walk off and leave us!

 

May it be so! 

 

* David Adam, “The Rhythm of Life – Celtic Daily Prayer”, Morehouse Publishing, USA, 2007

 

read part 1 of the prayer here

read part 2 of the prayer here

THANKSGIVING PRAYER #2 - Thanksgiving to the God of the Nations - Sovereign God - BARBARA DASS

art: World Literature Map by Dave Freeburn

 

This is one of the prayers that member of Fitzroy, Barbara Dass, prayed as our Sunday service prayers. It is so good I asked Barbara permission to blog. I have broken it into 3 parts... this is part 2...

 

We admit to sometimes being overwhelmed with a myriad of emotions when confronted by the affairs of the nations. 

Sorrow, anger, compassion, frustration, hope, fear, scepticism and struggling faith!

Daily we witness the strutting nations declaring:

“We’re powerful!”

“We’ve got wealth!”

“We’ve got strength!”

“We’ve got control!”

“We’re looking out for ourselves!”

“We’re getting the best deal!”

“We’re going to be great!”

“What we say goes!”

Playground bullies and gangsters!

 

Sovereign God – you alone rule the nations! 

Praise God!

 

We are full of thanksgiving that we belong to your Kingdom.

Our King is Jesus! 

The Servant King!

Kingdom earth-dwellers we are.

Praise God!

A Kingdom of servants,

Thanks be to our Sovereign God!

 

Upon all in the nations who are suffering from hunger,

Lord, come in hope.

Upon all in the nations who are refugees,

Lord, come in hope.

Upon all in the nations who are prisoners of tyranny and war,

Lord, come in hope.

Upon all in the nations who are exploited,

Lord, come in hope.

Upon all in the nations who are underprivileged,

Lord, come in hope.

Upon all in the nations who are without work,

Lord, come in hope. *

 

We declare to the leaders of all nations:

 

The LORD is King! God rules!

His Kingdom is established,

Subversive, pervasive, unseen, unstoppable!

Darkness is crashing out, death defeated.

The Servant King is on the throne.

Believing, trusting,

May we be Christ’s Kingdom in this place, this day!

Loving the Light. Living the Love.

Lighting up the day with your blazing truth!

 

Our God reigns!

We’re watching the clouds!

All creation is waiting!  

 

May it be so!

 

*David Adam, “The Rhythm of Life – Celtic Daily Prayer”, Morehouse Publishing, USA, 2007

 

read part 1 of the prayer

read part 3 of the prayer here