Fitzroy were back to their Gospel According To Series with Sinead O’Connor the focus. It was another astounding evening of great playing and singing - thank you to my Fitzroy Collective, I never take you for granted. The groove in Mandinka and all the vocalists doing such amazing jobs at Sinead’s voice.
Here’s the playlist and most of the Preach-Jockeying…
Intro
Why are we listening to Sinead O’Connor songs in Church?
My question is why so long. We’ve been doing these for 14 years, always looking for a female artist and it took Sinead’s sad passing in the summer to get us here.
Here was an Irish women, broken, fragile and at times with the strength of a lion… seen as a wayward controversial who never stopped talking about and to God.
A frightening experience with her mother when she was young and how she sensed Jesus and the Holy Spirit there with her, “I never asked Him to come; He just arrived.”
During one of my difficult times as a child she made a deal with God to sing for him all of her life. Even after her life here are the songs she sang bringing God before us again.
Oh with four children, only one of which was with one of her four husbands reminds us that she coloured way outside the religious lines BUT I came to respect her yearning for God and we’ll engage with that tonight.
Sinead O’Connor will take us to church.
Thank You for Hearing Me (from Universal Mother)
Take Me To Church (from I’m Not Bossy, I’m The Boss)
Hozier’s Take Me Too Church might be the best known and I am fascinated at Sinead within a year of Hozier’s releasing a song of the same title but more positive about the Church.
What is different about O’Connor’s view of Church is that she knows it is where her hope lies but she is critiquing its failings too. For some the Church is beyond criticism. For some it is a curse of humanity. Sinead knows its worth but is aware that some Churches hurt more than heal.
It is that “but not the ones that hurt/‘Cause that ain't the truth/And that's not what it's worth…” Are we the Church that Sinead could find the grace she needs to become the new creation she yearns to be?
This past month I have spoken to too many people hurt by Church, whose hearts were frozen or their souls pushed away, and it has pained me, frustrated me, angered me.
I pray God that Fitzroy will always be a place that heals the hurts and doesn’t add to them; a place that reveals Jesus to every Sinead that seeks to be taken to Church!
We now go back to the beginning…
I first heard Sinead O’Connor’s awesome voice on an In Tua Nua song Take My Hand and then there she was again on a soundtrack that U2’s Edge had written - Heroine.
Heroine - (from the Heroine soundtrack)
John Trinder introduced Mandinka from The Lion and the Cobra as a protest song, antislavery…
Mandinka - (from The Lion And The Cobra)
After The Lion and the Cobra came the mega single Nothing Compares To You. Our girl was just about the biggest pop star on the planet… but then…
She then tore up a photograph of Pope John Paul II on Saturday Night Live, a pice of theatre that cost her two weeks later when she was due to play a song at Bob Dylan’s 30th Anniversary Concert. The crowd booed and Kris Kristofferson consoled a disturbed Sinead.
Sinead’s memoir helped me understand it a bit more.
Sinead O’Connor didn’t want to be a pop star. She wanted to be a protest singer. Bob Dylan was perfect for her.
Her brother, the wonderful novelist Joseph O’Connor, had brought home Dylan’s Christian record Slow Train Coming and Sinead loved it. Protest and faith mingled.
She also had the hurt of an Irish theocracy childhood, with an abusive mother and then the edges of the Magdalen Laundries. She was angry at the abuse within the Catholic Church. She raged, misunderstood at the time but latterly finding prophetic being used about her speaking out.
Finally in November 1978 Ireland got its first Number 1 in the UK charts with the Boomtown Rats Rat Trap. As a young Sinead watched Top Of The Pops Bob Geldof ripped up a photograph on screen of Olivia Newton-John and John Travolta as Rat Trap had knocked their hit fromGrease, Summer Nights, off the top!
Sinead carried that photo of the Pope around with her, she was protest singer… this was her moment.
As a result we lost a cover from Slow Train Coming at Dylan’s 30th… A song of new conversion…
I Believe In You - (from The 30th Anniversary Concert Celebration - Remastered 2014 Edition)
Her next TV appearance after the Dylan show was on The Late Late Service, anchor man Gay Byrne like a secular priest and pastor and prophet. At the end if the show you could see he extra careful with Sinead. They had planned a song but as Sinead approached the microphone she said she’d changed her mind. You can see a little apprehension on Gay’s face and then unaccompanied Sinead sings…
Make a Channel of Your Peace - (from Diana Princess of Wales - Tribute)
Sinead the protest singer was an artist who saw the marginalised and longed to reach out to them.
On her album How About I Be Me, she takes a verse from Isaiah 1:18 - “Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool”
The lyric goes -
Oh, so long I've been a junkie
I ought to wrap it up and mind my monkeys
I really want to mend my ways
I'm gonna call that number one of these days
I'm gonna reach a hand out to you
Say "Would you pull me up?" Now could you?
I don't want to waste the life God gave me
And I don't think that it's too late to save me
It's not too late
Reason with me
Let's reason together
Reason with me
Let's reason together
Let's reason together
Reason with me
Let's reason together
Reason with me
She covered this well known song as an extra track on a CD single. It could be the Streets of Dublin… or Belfast… but in the song they are…
Streets Of London (from Fire On Babylon single)
In Rememberings Sinead writes about her Theology album -
Around the year 2000 I went to college for a brief period to study theology. The books of the prophets were where my passion lay.
…
Theology is the only album of mine I’m taking to the coffin. I love it. I took virtually all the lyrics from Scripture. The way I worked was that I laid down on the floor huge pieces of paper and I wrote down all the lines that I loved that were in the Scriptures and decided to put them them together and not change them but make them rhyme where I could. And there are some beautiful songs already written by God in Scriptures.
Steve - The Theology record - From Rememberings
Out Of The Depths (from Theology)
Caroline introduced In This Heart as a favourite of hers and for her written for God… I agree…
In This Heart - (from Faith and Courage)
I Don't Know How to Love Him is a song the rock opera Jesus Christ Superstar. Webber and Rice have Mary Magdalene bearing an unrequited love for Jesus.
In Rememberings, Sinead says that though she always loved the song that the record company made her do it… maybe so that we would hear Shannon sing it tonight…
You can see what the record company saw… heard… Sinead, a little like a Mary Magdalene… a probable outcast of the synagogue… but good friend of the holy Messiah
I Don’t Know How To Love Him (from Theology)
We are born with different circumstances. Sinead O’Connor had many obstacles to negotiate in the race of life.
As she did she engaged with God, Catholic, Biblical, as a Priest. Rastafarian and latterly Muslim…
Our wee countries evangelicalism would add another theological obstacle before Sinead…
BUT Sinead’s faith in God, its purity of desire, it’s purity of living and its purity of thought are in the end between her and God…
Her prayer to God as a child was pretty much lived out
Or her confessional in The Lamb’s Book Of Life from her record Faith and Courage…
"I know that I have done many things
To give you reason not to listen to me
Especially as I have been so angry
But if you knew me maybe you would understand me
Words can’t express how sorry I am
If I ever caused pain to anybody
I just hope that you can show compassion
And love me enough to just plain listen
As Caroline sang earlier on I Believe In You -
I believe in you even through the tears and the laughter,
I believe in you even though we be apart
I believe in you even on the morning after
Oh, when the dawn is nearing
Oh, when the night is disappearing
Oh, this feeling is still here in my heart
Please God may our last song be Sinead’s experience…
Your Troubles Will Be Over (from God Don’t Never Change - The Songs of Blind Willie Johnson)
Performed by - Laura Campbell, Claire Nicholl, Caroline Orr, Shannon Moore, Norman McKinley, John Trinder, George Sproule, Matthew Fitch, Peter Greer, Laurence Andrews, Ryan Kee and Danny Moore