My dear brother Jim Deeds gifted me this beautiful rosewood holding cross. I had caught Jim doing a Facebook Live from his carving shed where he carefully works wood into beautiful things. I had commented on the wonder of this one and Jim being Jim later arrived at more door with it as a gift.
I am not sure Jim realised how spiritually significant it was. I have not been on full power these last few weeks and this little cross was more than a tonic for the troops.
It reminded me of this poem and I have re-written aline or two to include Jim's cross. Every cross I see brings a refreshment to my soul. It is powerfully mysterious how it impacts me deep within.
So I wrote this back in the early 90s. There are nods to the CS Lewis film Shadowlands, Bruce Cockburn’s Southlands Of The Heart and Lies Damned Lies The Next Life. My friends Stuart McCrea, Nigel Reid and James Small turned it into a song with their band Horsey Morgan.
Thank you Jim...
When you feel you are always one step behind
You’re arriving for the just departed train
When the slowest car on the road, it seems
Is at the end of the passing lane
Two twigs entwined
By a piece of string
Puts perspective on everything
And I believe
Yes, I believe.
When life doesn’t have to, but it still does
And you forget the beauty of her face
When the golden valley is shrouded in mist
And imagination is all laid to waste
The sweetest taste
Of bread and wine
Says a better day is mine
And I believe
Yes, I believe.
When the prickly thorns of the truth
Are sharper than the smell of the rose
Weeds strangle all the flowers of hope
When God only knows
A carved wooden cross
So cherishly honed
Tells my soul I am not alone
And I believe
Yes, I believe.